To my dearest friend,
You know I'd do anything for you, right?
I sit here typing out my thoughts knowing that you are going to cry right now; how I can't help. Thinking of all the happy times we had just looking into each others eyes and laughing our bad dreams away. Never before have I felt like more than just an annoyance to anyone. You have put your trust in me and I will value that forever. I feel sick listening to my pathetic advice not doing much else, but being a bother to you. And you still say not. You must really want me around.
So, you may not be okay. Hope is all you have now. That is something we will share from n
I moved on
How?
It was by force
I swear
I couldn't have forgotten you that easy
But, how?
Could it have been "My boys"?
No...
Was it because HE loved me?
No...
Was it the stranger calling me beautiful?
No...
I know now...
It had to be her
The slightest bit of kindness
More than that
A largest amount of kindness
That was the only thing that could possibly lead to this
My boys
The beauty
The love
All of it
It was her
It was all her
"Got the police called on me and ran like hell THREE TIMES! Got drunk in the woods, almost choked on his own throw up... At least heard some stories." IZZY WHAT THE HELL?! And yes I'm uploading shit soon...